Monday, November 28, 2005
*hi*
*i dont get you*
*you put up with that*
*and forget about me*
*find me please*
*im not hiding*
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*i dont get you*
*you put up with that*
*and forget about me*
*find me please*
*im not hiding*
Sunday, November 27, 2005
*where to start. so weds nate was coming over and b4 he got here amber came. i didnt even know she was coming. i was very happy to see her. and get some alone time with her to talk. she told she wanted nate to do something to let her break up with him. we talked for alittle while linger and then he showed up. she seemed dead the entire time he was her. she then left. said she was going home. tho she told me she was going out tonite. she had asked me to call her when he left, so she was home when he went home, casue he appernetly is driving past her house to make sure she is there. ok, so i called her and she was a kristas new place. and i told her he was leaving, then i got to talk to krista for about a min before he called her damn phone. so that was that. then on friday.... nate comes over here. tells me what happened on thanksgiving. apperently he got into a fight with amber over i dont know what. and amber was at kristas and the krista took the phone from amber and was yelling at nate. so then nate came down to krista and was pounding on the door. and krista wouldnt let him in. and she was on the phone with her sister, and apperently her sister called the cops but like called the office or something. so i guess then he just left. oh, on weds amber told me she got a letter to apply to the philly art insttitute and nate saw it and ripped it up. soooo.... i havnt talked to amber since weds. so i dont know what really happened on thanksgiving. its very upsetting to me. she wanted a god damn reason to fucking break up with him. and if that wasnt good enough, nothing ever is going to be. if this didnt make her come to her god damn sense, nothing will. im sure krista told her a million times to break up with him. and she hasnt. krista was able to move out and everything, amber can fucking end it wiht nate. its pretyy fucking easy at this point. ohhh, ya he tells me he delated kristas number from ambers phone and locked her phone so the only numbers she can call are from her phone book. i wonder if he deleted me from her book. he needs to go to jail or something. hes going to hurt her or krista. and if he would ever touch either one of them, esp krista, i would fucking have him murdered. i already thought about how i would do it. he is scum of the earth. nobody in there rite mind can treat a women like he treats amber. i feel like i have told amber everything thing i can. she just needs to end it...yet she wont. and now do what he did at kristas house.... hes a fucking peice of shit. welll... i really needed just to get all of that off my chest. it was nice to talk to krista. i miss her alot. im so glad shes out of eds place. well. im done. bye.*
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Friday, November 18, 2005
*hi*
*blahhhhh*
*this was a shitty week*
*really shitty*
*shes moved*
*and moved on*
*i dont even have her # anymore*
*since somebody canceled her cell phone*
*and im sure she doesnt have internet there*
*i feel like i have like totally lost her*
*and its really scarrry*
*i didnt think i would ever lose her*
*maybe now tho*
*since shes away from him*
*she will want me back*
*at least as her freind*
*prolly not....*
*i want it to happen*
*so why would it actually happen*
*god i miss u*
*i love you*
*music: carrie underwood - i just cant live a lie*
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*blahhhhh*
*this was a shitty week*
*really shitty*
*shes moved*
*and moved on*
*i dont even have her # anymore*
*since somebody canceled her cell phone*
*and im sure she doesnt have internet there*
*i feel like i have like totally lost her*
*and its really scarrry*
*i didnt think i would ever lose her*
*maybe now tho*
*since shes away from him*
*she will want me back*
*at least as her freind*
*prolly not....*
*i want it to happen*
*so why would it actually happen*
*god i miss u*
*i love you*
*music: carrie underwood - i just cant live a lie*
Sunday, November 13, 2005
*hi there*
*not nuch to say*
*still thinking bout yesturday*
*and how i should never think*
*or hope*
*where do you expect us to go when the bombs fall*
*no ones gonna save us now*
*i heart a dream*
*music: soad - tentative*
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*not nuch to say*
*still thinking bout yesturday*
*and how i should never think*
*or hope*
*where do you expect us to go when the bombs fall*
*no ones gonna save us now*
*i heart a dream*
*music: soad - tentative*
Saturday, November 12, 2005
*hi*
*so*
*it was soo great to see you*
*i missed you so god damn much*
*tho at times...*
*i need to talk to you soo much more*
*i shouldnt let my hopes get up*
*cause they will come crashing down*
*you look soo good in blue*
*sing me anything*
*music: tsc - ploygraph rite now!*
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*so*
*it was soo great to see you*
*i missed you so god damn much*
*tho at times...*
*i need to talk to you soo much more*
*i shouldnt let my hopes get up*
*cause they will come crashing down*
*you look soo good in blue*
*sing me anything*
*music: tsc - ploygraph rite now!*
Friday, November 11, 2005
*good evening*
*my day was slightly depressing*
*i think im crazy*
*other than that*
*all is just fucking fantastic*
*maybe tomorrow*
*tho ill prolly die b4*
*it was you i was thinking of*
*music: soco - me and the moon*
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*my day was slightly depressing*
*i think im crazy*
*other than that*
*all is just fucking fantastic*
*maybe tomorrow*
*tho ill prolly die b4*
*it was you i was thinking of*
*music: soco - me and the moon*
Thursday, November 10, 2005
*hi*
*i just eat an amazing banana nut muffin*
*thats all i need to say*
*maybe see you tomorrow*
*haha*
*music: mae/kenny vasoli - suspension demo*
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*i just eat an amazing banana nut muffin*
*thats all i need to say*
*maybe see you tomorrow*
*haha*
*music: mae/kenny vasoli - suspension demo*
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
*life should not be that way*
*im really upset rite now*
*hearing about something really has me fucked up*
*why this has effetced me like this is beyond me*
*but im like really messed up*
*scared*
*useless*
*why is life so unfair to some*
*for once its not about me*
*thank god your ok*
*please becarefull*
*i miss you*
*always up or down never down and out*
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*im really upset rite now*
*hearing about something really has me fucked up*
*why this has effetced me like this is beyond me*
*but im like really messed up*
*scared*
*useless*
*why is life so unfair to some*
*for once its not about me*
*thank god your ok*
*please becarefull*
*i miss you*
*always up or down never down and out*
Monday, November 07, 2005
*nothing to say*
* it just doesnt feel like a night out with no one sizing you up*
*why did i ever care*
music: the rocket summer - never knew
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* it just doesnt feel like a night out with no one sizing you up*
*why did i ever care*
music: the rocket summer - never knew
Sunday, November 06, 2005
*hi*
*not much to say*
*penn state won* *9-1* *yay*
*tourny was fun*
*not much happened today*
*tierd*
*ya watever*
*youll get a bullet in the back of the head rite between the eyes*
*emotionless*
music: blink 182 - all of this
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*not much to say*
*penn state won* *9-1* *yay*
*tourny was fun*
*not much happened today*
*tierd*
*ya watever*
*youll get a bullet in the back of the head rite between the eyes*
*emotionless*
music: blink 182 - all of this
Friday, November 04, 2005
*one year ago today*
*thats all i have to say*
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*thats all i have to say*
Thursday, November 03, 2005
*hi*
*one year ago tomorrow*
*i cant believe it*
*its been rough*
*why did any of this happen* *why?*
*i miss you..*
*kill myself thinking about things you did wrong to me*
*i want friday to be over*
*its all for you*
*<3*
music: say anything - colorblind
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*one year ago tomorrow*
*i cant believe it*
*its been rough*
*why did any of this happen* *why?*
*i miss you..*
*kill myself thinking about things you did wrong to me*
*i want friday to be over*
*its all for you*
*<3*
music: say anything - colorblind
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
*ya its november*
*i hate this month* *ALOT*
*talked to amber* *im so fucking confused about her*
*within two seconds she asked about jimmy*
*somebody is leaving notes on her car*
*saying i hope you die u fucking bitch*
*that just plain scares the shit out of me*
*i think i know why she isnt talking to me like anymore*
*but who knows right* *im always wrong*
*tho i just knew i would talk to her today*
*im wierd like that*
*capret is here in 10 hours* *yay*
*i guess its just another reason to get drunk on friday*
*FUCK FRIDAY*
*love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard*
*<3*
music: city and colour - comin home
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*i hate this month* *ALOT*
*talked to amber* *im so fucking confused about her*
*within two seconds she asked about jimmy*
*somebody is leaving notes on her car*
*saying i hope you die u fucking bitch*
*that just plain scares the shit out of me*
*i think i know why she isnt talking to me like anymore*
*but who knows right* *im always wrong*
*tho i just knew i would talk to her today*
*im wierd like that*
*capret is here in 10 hours* *yay*
*i guess its just another reason to get drunk on friday*
*FUCK FRIDAY*
*love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard*
*<3*
music: city and colour - comin home
