Monday, October 31, 2005
**happy halloween!**
*just wanted to say hi*
*fridays almost here*
*im scared*
*oh well*
*till later*
*<3*
music: alexisonfire - control
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*just wanted to say hi*
*fridays almost here*
*im scared*
*oh well*
*till later*
*<3*
music: alexisonfire - control
Sunday, October 30, 2005
*hello*
*no posty in a week* *wow* *nothing really to say*
*next friday it would have been one year* *wow...*
*im gonna be sad*
*and amber still is....*
*plus i still dont fucking have carpet!!!*
*your everything i once had*
*<3*
music: imogen heap - hide and seek
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*no posty in a week* *wow* *nothing really to say*
*next friday it would have been one year* *wow...*
*im gonna be sad*
*and amber still is....*
*plus i still dont fucking have carpet!!!*
*your everything i once had*
*<3*
music: imogen heap - hide and seek
Sunday, October 23, 2005
hi.
*had fun out with the guys on friday*
*games on saturday*
*psu won #350 for joe pa 7-1*
*today was boring*
*still thinking bout that one thing that has me like this*
*only worse days to come*
*im sick of writing songs for you to slit your wrists to*
*always for you* *<3*
music: fall out boy - gernade jumper
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*had fun out with the guys on friday*
*games on saturday*
*psu won #350 for joe pa 7-1*
*today was boring*
*still thinking bout that one thing that has me like this*
*only worse days to come*
*im sick of writing songs for you to slit your wrists to*
*always for you* *<3*
music: fall out boy - gernade jumper
Thursday, October 20, 2005
hehe, im an ass. u made my nite. im sorry for thinking anything. <3.
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hi. sup. ugh....... talked to kk this monring. that was nice. somebody still atleast cares i still alive. hanign out with brett tomorrow nite. should be fun. three weeks tomorrow... never would have thought this would happen. i dont get it, did i do something.. whatever... im sick and tired of worring about you. it was never even whole to start with. <3.
music: thrice - under a killing moon
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music: thrice - under a killing moon
Monday, October 17, 2005
i wish i had the balls to tell you how much i miss you. <3.
music: thrice - vheissu out tomrrow
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music: thrice - vheissu out tomrrow
Thursday, October 13, 2005
hi. wasup. my room is like empty. my carpet got wet from the rain and we had to take it out. and im currently living in and empty basement. on a bare concret floor. its sad. but now i get to get new carpet so im gonna pick a cool new color. what else. hmm.. i swear it has rained like almost a week straight. i like it. rains cool. im bored tonite. as if u couldnt tell... still nothing to talk about. so im not gonna bitch. maybe tomorrow ill see you...cause i miss you so freaking much. if you ever wanted it in the first place, its still yours. <3.
music: thrice - hold fast hope
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music: thrice - hold fast hope
Monday, October 10, 2005
yo. sup. its the tenth day of the tenth month. aka kk's birthday. happy birthday krista kay. so... hmm.. i guess ill start with friday. nate came and hung out with him. then he left. before amber was out of work. and he said she was staying at his house that night. then saturday he called with her in the car and she never even made a noise. i havnt talked to her in what almost a week and a half. i judt plain dont get it. did i do something. she hasnt anserwed my texts once. ugh... shes got me so worried. a million differnent thoughts have gone through my head. tho prolly nothing really happened. i guess its me missing her. ugh... so what else. psu won on saturday nite. yay. that made me really happy. havnt see krista nee in about alost 2 weeks already. wonder where she is gonna move to. maybe if she actullay like gets her own place, i can go over like berofe and we can get close like we were before and you never know with her when she likes someone... like thats ever gonna happen tho. i will never be with her. and ill never be over her. whatever...ill update when something exciting happnes... so expect something in like 2013...if you still even know im brething <3.
music: thrice - music box
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music: thrice - music box
Thursday, October 06, 2005
hi. its me. whats up? last fews days have been good. been hanging out with kk. its been fun. im glad shes back in my life. i have missed her soo much. havnt talked to amber in almost a week. i dont really care anymore. well, i care, but, idk. i mean i carry around the damn phone with me all the time waiting for her to call so i guess i care. but being with kk it has made this week easier. i wonder who will call me tomrrow? hopefully this weekend is good. tornamnet and hopefully seeing kk. and of course psu-osu. i put orange lights up in my room. there pretty sweet. if u ask me. well...hopefully amber calls sometime tonite, i think she works at hollywood tonite so maybe she will be online. who knows... but anyways, update later. im smiling like i mean it. <3.
music: oar - heard the world
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music: oar - heard the world
Monday, October 03, 2005
yo. sup. so.... i guess to start w/ friday. nate came got alchol for saturday. and then was ready to kill him. amber came and he was like yelling at her and i was just like sitting there not saying anything and amber could tell i was really upset. so said she was sorry for making me upset. saturday. party got fucked up. texed who the hell knows who. most likely amber.and prolly said some bad things i shouldnt have said.sunday, nothing really untill like 1130 at nite. the phone rings i figure it could only be 1 person. i was wrong. krista kay calls. asks if i can pick her up from class on monday. so i say yes. today. get up and go get krista and take her to the bank out home. it was so good to see her today. adn im picking her up again on wednesday. so that made me happy. but i still havnt talk to amber since friday. i dont know if i said something to her or what the hell is going on. im starting to get worried. like big time. i really hope she calls me tonite. but she prolly wont. the same three people have caused me so much pain and yet no matter what im still here for them. adn when i think one may have finnaly like been out of my life, they come storming back in. ugh.... i need to go to idaho. so goodnite. to whoever wants my heart tonite. <3.
music: thrice - red sky
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music: thrice - red sky
